What happened to me?

Oh bloggers, it is a sad day. I am so angry with myself! Ughhh!!!!!!! Last night there was a secret Weezer show in SF and I didn't go. It was free, you just had to wait in line! (And I know Seth, you told me earlier this week so don't rub it in my face.) I don't know why I didn't go but I didn't. What's wrong with me?? A band that I would pay at least $100 to go see and I pass up a chance to see them for FREE??!!! And what's worse is that I have to keep hearing about it on Facebook from a guy I knew in college who didn't even deserve to go. I mean, he is a Linkin Park fan for christ's sake! I keep telling myself, I just saw them a month ago and they'll be going on tour soon and I'll get to see them then. But I should've been there this time :( I'm very disappointed in myself. -NM